I NEED TO DO SOMETHING FOR THE REST OF MY HOLIDAYS!
SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE.
(good gracious, i hope i find something)

i skipped training today to test my self-discipline. when i faced the mirror, i could see how much i’ve changed. (not just my hair)
i got back my confidence while i workout but i still feel empty.
i pampered myself with lots of FOOD after that. lots and lots of ‘em!
since i’m so happy [...]

i picked myself up through a shell of loneliness.
i observed our trio conversation from an emotional distance – it’s not about the handy topics; not the dreadful dinner. it’s about us talking and get obsessed in it.
even without any initial clue, dining could be as filled as this.

a sloppy guy approached me when i was waiting for my bus. (i was wearing a cap with my horrendous long hair crawling out)
guy: can you sell me a stick? (showing me a dollar coin)
me: sorry, i’ve got none.
guy: *walked away with an awkward smile (showing sign of embarrassment)
misconception like this that makes me so [...]

it’s has been 5 months for me in db.
this is what it’s worth. my first ever sava sprint. (it’s my second race actually)
rowing with guys, i’m fine, but rowing with girls, I LIKE!

only a portion gets selected to mix with girls and i got a shot at it.